just want to tell you im really sorry for the past. and i know that the children and you are my responsibility, i know that i only do so little for you all and wasted so much of your time and life. i hope that if you can still forgive me, i will do everything i can do to make things a little bit better. i know sometimes it may be difficult for you to communicate with our family at home and maybe you feel lonely sometimes too. please dont feel