Thank you for your e-mail, it was a nice surprise to hear back from you. I understand how you feel as you are not alone and others have these feelings to. All I can say is I have had these same feelings. In time they will pass, you will see things change for the better and be positive. I am alone too, in a new part of Canada. Not to many friends, and yes I agree with you, some friends you just do not tell things too. I wish I was there so we can talk face to face. It always helps if you can share thoughts over a coffee. I know we are at opposite times. If you wish you can always e-mail me and I will listen to you. Then you can listen to me also. I always liked you and enjoyed out chats and messages. Just remember you have a far away pen pal here for you. Have a great day, and tight hugs for you. Bye for now..Ron in Canada....