Hello Sarinya,
Thank you for your e-mail I am always happy to hear from you. I will always remember your profile pictures on pen pals. You were always seemed happy and had a nice look and yes I think you are very beautiful. It makes me sad to know you are so tired and sad, and feel fatigue. I to have nights, I find difficult to sleep, I will go for a fast walk then shower and may read and bed. Sarinya you know deep inside this will pass, it always does. If you feel lonely or sad just email me I will always answer you. It is not easy as I have friends but would not tell them any deep problems I have. I just feel they would not keep it private. if you have time just write things down in e-mail. You do not have to send if you change your mind. You can keep and or just delete. The fact you put it down is writing is good for your soul.
From Ron and I am glad you are my friend.