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Well, I was trying to get
close to Charlie’s girls.
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It’s astounding that
Charlie even knew Dennis,
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and that we were
all living in this
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rock stars mansion
in the first place.
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But then Dennis wised up
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and kicked us all out.
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There’s a lot of
acid at the ranch.
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Well of course I went
where the girls went.
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I followed them
out to the ranch,
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and tried to integrate
myself with Charlie.
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I came to you with all
the love in my heart.
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And you slaughtered me man.
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You slaughtered me.
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And now I gotta hide,
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I gotta hide my soul
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so you won’t kill me.
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And that’s why the
kids have to hide,
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They come out and
their parents say
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shut up get back
inside of yourself.
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You don’t need
to be so bright,
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cause then we’ve got
to judge ourselves.
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They hate to
look at themselves.
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They hate to look at the
truth in themselves man.
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They persecute themselves.
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Charlie,
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this is Tex.
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You can have anything I got.
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Charlie wasn’t
the leader at all.
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He followed us around
and took care of us.
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Are you ready to die?
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Yes I am.
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Then live forever!
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Being accepted by
the Family and Charlie
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was like an answer
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an answer to an
unspoken prayer.
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Before his
Helter Skelter trip,
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everything was beautiful.
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All we did was smoke grass,
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and drop acid,
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and make love,
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as much as possible.
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We were forced to
examine our souls,
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not privately, or secretly,
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but before Charlie
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and the entire family.
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I mean, really, everything
that everything was for,
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was for fucking.
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That’s what everything
was for, Man.
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To unify ourselves with LSD.
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I mean, if we
weren’t fucking,
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we were leading up to it.
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It was heavy.
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And if we weren’t leading
up to it, we were fucking.
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I didn’t have any
experience with group sex,
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but I warmed up to it.
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The girls kept telling me,
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that it was my
parents’ hang ups,
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that I had to
deprogram myself
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from their inhibitions.
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That’s what Charlie said the
whole universe was about, man
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it was all one big fuck.
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Everything was in and out,
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smoking, and
eating, and drinking.
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It was all just one big fuck.
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We’re not hippies,
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we’re slippies.
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Well, the ranch
was fairly isolated.
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You had to take a back road
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from the Santa Susanna Pass
to get there,
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and it was owned by this
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eighty year old,
blind guy named George.
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Well, Charlie never
really believed
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that George was
completely blind.
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He would have
one of the girls
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strip down in front
of him from time to time,
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just to see if there
was some sort of reaction.
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Charlie was always
trying to cultivate George
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with the girls, you know,
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to help cook and clean,
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and make love to him.
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And of course we helped
out around the ranch.
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Whatever, shoveling manure,
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grooming the horses,
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whatever it took
to keep up a good front,
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and make us look
good with George.
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And for the most part,
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we got along with
the other ranch hands.
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Goddamn it move you
hippie bastards!
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Except for Shorty.
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Freaks!
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Excuse me.
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Charlie tried,
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but Shorty was just
that one ranch hand
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that he couldn’t
work his magic on.
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Charlie wasn’t
looking for attention.
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Which is why he
got so much of it.
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You people sure
have strange concepts
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of boyfriend, girlfriend.
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Hi Tex.
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Hey Tex.