801
00:36:32,667 --> 00:36:36,137
I was, Yanna, the good witch.
802
00:36:36,233 --> 00:36:38,076
Charlie just shifted gears.
803
00:36:38,167 --> 00:36:39,612
We ignored the establishment
804
00:36:39,700 --> 00:36:42,237
and we ignored reality
even more than we before.
805
00:36:42,334 --> 00:36:45,372
We just continued on with
the “Magical Mystery Tour”.
806
00:36:45,467 --> 00:36:47,572
Charlie got that
from the Beatles.
807
00:36:47,667 --> 00:36:49,044
He called life,
808
00:36:49,133 --> 00:36:50,305
or the flow of life,
809
00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:51,435
“The Magical Mystery Tour”.
810
00:36:51,534 --> 00:36:52,376
We were all part if it,
811
00:36:52,467 --> 00:36:53,639
one mind, one soul,
812
00:36:53,734 --> 00:36:57,443
one body
within it, and with it.
813
00:36:57,534 --> 00:37:01,141
It’s a total
state of paranoia,
814
00:37:01,234 --> 00:37:02,076
it’s,
815
00:37:02,167 --> 00:37:05,307
it’s man when
you’re that aware,
816
00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:08,313
you,
817
00:37:08,400 --> 00:37:11,040
you can feel everything,
818
00:37:11,134 --> 00:37:13,239
you can see
everything that moves,
819
00:37:13,333 --> 00:37:15,813
you can hear everything
that makes a sound,
820
00:37:15,900 --> 00:37:17,436
you could smell every smell.
821
00:37:17,534 --> 00:37:20,014
And when you’re that aware,
822
00:37:20,100 --> 00:37:21,875
you’re at the now.
823
00:37:21,967 --> 00:37:23,275
This is when we
started going out
824
00:37:23,367 --> 00:37:26,041
on “Creepy Crawl” missions.
825
00:37:26,133 --> 00:37:27,908
Well, not breaking
and entering.
826
00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:29,172
Creepy Crawling.
827
00:37:29,267 --> 00:37:30,575
You what?
828
00:37:30,667 --> 00:37:32,476
We Creepy Crawled them.
829
00:37:32,567 --> 00:37:33,739
A few of us would drive
830
00:37:33,833 --> 00:37:35,176
into some wealthy
neighborhood,
831
00:37:35,267 --> 00:37:36,302
and we’d pick a house
832
00:37:36,400 --> 00:37:38,710
and we’d steal right from
under these people’s noses
833
00:37:38,800 --> 00:37:39,972
while they slept.
834
00:37:40,067 --> 00:37:41,808
You had to be super aware.
835
00:37:41,900 --> 00:37:44,278
You had to be aware
of every move you made.
836
00:37:44,367 --> 00:37:46,278
Well sometimes we’d drop acid
837
00:37:46,367 --> 00:37:49,007
to heighten our
awareness level.
838
00:37:49,100 --> 00:37:51,546
We Creepy Crawled probably
fifty houses or more,
839
00:37:51,633 --> 00:37:52,771
and we never got caught.
840
00:37:52,867 --> 00:37:54,471
Not once.
841
00:37:56,667 --> 00:37:57,645
You stay positive.
842
00:37:57,734 --> 00:37:58,735
You confront your fears.
843
00:37:58,834 --> 00:38:00,040
You say yes to your fears,
844
00:38:00,134 --> 00:38:02,114
submit to them
and overcome them.
845
00:38:04,100 --> 00:38:05,170
No sense makes sense.
846
00:38:05,267 --> 00:38:06,268
You can’t get caught
847
00:38:06,367 --> 00:38:08,313
if you don’t got
thought in your head.
848
00:38:10,933 --> 00:38:12,640
Sometimes we would steal
849
00:38:12,734 --> 00:38:14,611
from the people’s houses
that we broke into,
850
00:38:14,700 --> 00:38:16,441
other times we’d just
move the furniture around
851
00:38:16,534 --> 00:38:18,980
to freak them out when
they woke up in the morning.
852
00:38:19,067 --> 00:38:21,172
I was a master criminal.
853
00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:26,072
I can’t believe
you’ve ever been alive.
854
00:38:26,167 --> 00:38:28,204
You don’t deserve to live.
855
00:38:28,300 --> 00:38:30,211
I hate you.
856
00:38:34,467 --> 00:38:35,878
You gotta go too!
857
00:38:35,967 --> 00:38:38,447
Take me Elizabeth!
858
00:38:38,534 --> 00:38:41,242
My name is Cassandra!
859
00:38:41,334 --> 00:38:43,473
You killed me first!
860
00:38:45,667 --> 00:38:46,873
Charlie developed this game.
861
00:38:46,967 --> 00:38:48,241
We’d take really strong LSD
862
00:38:48,334 --> 00:38:50,371
and sit in a circle
around an empty chair.
863
00:38:50,467 --> 00:38:51,707
Charlie called
it the fear chair.
864
00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:54,212
We’d stare at this chair
while Charlie spoke.
865
00:38:54,300 --> 00:38:56,507
He told us to imagine
a rich establishment pig
866
00:38:56,600 --> 00:38:58,011
sitting in the chair.
867
00:38:58,100 --> 00:38:59,841
Now it’s the pig’s
trial he’d say,
868
00:38:59,934 --> 00:39:01,572
and we’d stare at
this imaginary person
869
00:39:01,667 --> 00:39:03,510
and project his fear
right back at him,
870
00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:04,840
keeping him immobilized
871
00:39:04,934 --> 00:39:06,936
with his own projected fear.
872
00:39:07,034 --> 00:39:08,707
Keep judging
yourselves in Charlie,
873
00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:10,575
but don’t look in the mirror!
874
00:39:27,700 --> 00:39:28,701
I don’t remember exactly when
875
00:39:28,800 --> 00:39:31,041
my mind crossed over from
reality to imagination,
876
00:39:31,134 --> 00:39:32,408
but there was no escaping it.
877
00:39:32,500 --> 00:39:34,810
Things seemed so
doom-laden that summer.
878
00:39:34,900 --> 00:39:36,436
Everything that Charlie
preached seemed like
879
00:39:36,534 --> 00:39:38,207
absolute, divine driven truth.
880
00:39:38,300 --> 00:39:40,837
And, Charlie wasn’t
preaching about death
of the ego anymore.
881
00:39:40,934 --> 00:39:42,311
Now he meant violent death.
882
00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:43,504
Physical death.
883
00:39:43,600 --> 00:39:45,102
And when he said death is
beautiful, he meant it.
884
00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:46,110
Death is beautiful,
885
00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:48,680
because it it’s what
people feared the most.
886
00:39:48,767 --> 00:39:50,110
Death is merely
an illusion anyway,
887
00:39:50,200 --> 00:39:53,079
because the infinite
soul can never die.
888
00:39:53,167 --> 00:39:54,305
If you’re not dead,
889
00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:56,346
you will be soon.
890
00:40:14,967 --> 00:40:16,913
Tex was in bad shape.
891
00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:19,446
Charlie had told us all
we had to “cease to exist”,
892
00:40:19,534 --> 00:40:21,878
but Tex never could.
893
00:40:21,967 --> 00:40:23,913
Free the mind,
894
00:40:24,000 --> 00:40:26,503
and your ass is
bound to follow.
895
00:40:26,600 --> 00:40:28,443
It’s like he wanted it
both ways you know.
896
00:40:28,533 --> 00:40:30,479
One minute he’d be
bad mouthing Charlie,
897
00:40:30,567 --> 00:40:32,513
and the next minute
he’d be saying shit like
898
00:40:32,600 --> 00:40:35,046
“I am Charlie
and Charlie is me”.
899
00:40:35,134 --> 00:40:37,239
You dig man?
900
00:40:46,434 --> 00:40:50,314
Well, here we are.