when we knew each other for 2 days you said do you feel me and really at that point my answer was yes. Then you also said is there something else you want to say to me and of course the answer was yes because after two days it felt really close
I used to make 2,800,000 baht and then because where I work is politically corrupt my bosses all got eliminated because another boss took over I was politically connected to my good bosses and we all got eliminated
1 boss lost his mind 1 boss had a heart attack and they basically took every every dollar from me and tried to leave me completely ruined
To say oh yeah I like this girl I'll fly right over oh yeah I like this girl you fly right over but I'm fighting back from where I was and it's going to take me at least two more years to hopefully get back to where I was
so I don't like to fail actually my previous title was role model for all supervisors so realizing I didn't have the ability to do for you what my feelings were feeling naturally I didn't want to lead you on or hurt you because I just didn't have the financial ability to deal with the business at hand.
So after I went away for a week and realizing that was pretty rude of me I'm still sort of stuck in the same position feeling how you feel but not having the power right now to deal with it