301
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Sadie.
302
00:15:18,200 --> 00:15:21,044
I didn’t know what to make
of Bobby when I met him.
303
00:15:21,133 --> 00:15:24,171
He seemed like a spoiled,
super hippy, you know?
304
00:15:24,267 --> 00:15:25,871
Arrogant, always trying to use
305
00:15:25,967 --> 00:15:27,275
a power that he
didn’t really have,
306
00:15:27,367 --> 00:15:29,938
to influence the
rest of the group.
307
00:15:30,667 --> 00:15:32,806
What’s the problem?
308
00:15:32,900 --> 00:15:34,140
Last night, you said
309
00:15:34,233 --> 00:15:35,576
we were going
swimming this morning.
310
00:15:35,667 --> 00:15:37,943
I didn’t know you were
going to be in the
barn, fucking Bobby.
311
00:15:38,033 --> 00:15:40,138
Look, I don’t belong
to you Tex, you got that.
312
00:15:40,233 --> 00:15:41,906
I don’t belong to anybody.
313
00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:44,207
I can do anything I want,
314
00:15:44,300 --> 00:15:45,973
and so can you.
315
00:15:46,067 --> 00:15:47,842
Then why in hell did you bring
me here in the first place?
316
00:15:47,933 --> 00:15:50,072
I brought you here
to meet everyone.
317
00:15:50,167 --> 00:15:51,771
I brought you here
to meet Charlie.
318
00:15:51,867 --> 00:15:53,346
Charlie, Charlie,
Charlie, Charlie
319
00:15:53,433 --> 00:15:55,640
Sometimes our
group lovemaking could
be pretty comical,
320
00:15:55,733 --> 00:15:57,542
other times it
was devastating.
321
00:15:57,633 --> 00:15:59,169
But that’s how
we were growing.
322
00:15:59,267 --> 00:16:01,178
We were forming
a bond as a family.
323
00:16:01,267 --> 00:16:04,043
And Charlie was directing
all these energies,
324
00:16:04,133 --> 00:16:05,942
but no one could direct them.
325
00:16:06,033 --> 00:16:07,944
Charlie wasn’t our leader.
326
00:16:08,033 --> 00:16:09,774
He didn’t want
us hanging on him,
327
00:16:09,867 --> 00:16:11,608
like our parents wanted
us to hang onto them.
328
00:16:11,700 --> 00:16:12,838
We didn’t need them.
329
00:16:12,933 --> 00:16:14,844
Charlie let us be beautiful.
330
00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:42,946
I’m willing to
die for Charlie,
331
00:16:43,033 --> 00:16:44,808
because he’s me.
332
00:16:47,100 --> 00:16:48,010
Well, we believed
333
00:16:48,100 --> 00:16:51,673
that we were cleansing
ourselves, spiritually.
334
00:16:51,767 --> 00:16:55,715
The goal was to achieve
an inner harmony,
335
00:16:55,800 --> 00:16:56,904
as a group,
336
00:16:57,000 --> 00:16:58,946
as an example to
the rest of the world.
337
00:16:59,033 --> 00:17:01,206
Which we saw as
phony and desperate.
338
00:17:01,300 --> 00:17:03,610
We talk this way
about Charlie,
339
00:17:03,700 --> 00:17:04,838
and people say,
340
00:17:04,933 --> 00:17:06,344
people like you,
341
00:17:06,433 --> 00:17:08,470
say that we’re brainwashed.
342
00:17:08,567 --> 00:17:10,240
But we’ve seen
Charlie do things
343
00:17:10,333 --> 00:17:12,904
that no human being
has done before.
344
00:17:13,000 --> 00:17:14,775
We saw him pick up
a bird in the desert
345
00:17:14,867 --> 00:17:16,107
and breath on it
346
00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:17,577
and bring it back to life.
347
00:17:17,667 --> 00:17:18,805
And he said,
348
00:17:18,900 --> 00:17:20,277
See I told you
you were perfect.
349
00:17:20,367 --> 00:17:23,871
You must always think
of yourself as perfection.
350
00:17:23,967 --> 00:17:25,275
And I bought it,
351
00:17:25,367 --> 00:17:27,142
and him and the
whole brainwash.
352
00:17:27,233 --> 00:17:29,611
Man, I’ve been trying to
get a buzz off everybody.
353
00:17:29,700 --> 00:17:30,974
Nobody has nothing.
354
00:17:31,067 --> 00:17:32,273
Awwhhh.
355
00:17:32,367 --> 00:17:33,311
Clem!
356
00:17:33,400 --> 00:17:35,402
I need to get high.
357
00:17:35,500 --> 00:17:36,911
Pack me a bowl.
358
00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:37,876
Please.
359
00:17:37,967 --> 00:17:39,640
That was the last one.
360
00:17:39,733 --> 00:17:41,110
Oh, you’ve got to be kidding,
361
00:17:41,200 --> 00:17:42,941
there isn’t any more.
362
00:17:43,033 --> 00:17:43,977
No!
363
00:17:44,067 --> 00:17:44,909
Goddamn it!
364
00:17:45,000 --> 00:17:46,206
Goddamn it!
365
00:17:46,300 --> 00:17:48,280
Goddamn it,
Charlie, that sucks.
366
00:17:48,367 --> 00:17:49,778
Hmmmm... yeah.
367
00:17:49,867 --> 00:17:50,971
I know some knuckleheads,
368
00:17:51,067 --> 00:17:53,980
we can burn
for at least a lid.
369
00:17:54,067 --> 00:17:56,843
C’mon, let’s go.
370
00:17:56,933 --> 00:17:58,537
Whoa, whoa now,
371
00:17:58,633 --> 00:17:59,771
whoa there,
372
00:17:59,867 --> 00:18:00,845
whoa there Sadie!
373
00:18:00,933 --> 00:18:01,843
Hey, hey, hey,
374
00:18:01,933 --> 00:18:03,139
Charlie, Charlie,
let go of my leg.
375
00:18:03,233 --> 00:18:05,270
Whoa whoa hey hey.
376
00:18:06,533 --> 00:18:07,671
Hey, whoa Sadie.
377
00:18:07,767 --> 00:18:08,768
Whoa.
378
00:18:08,867 --> 00:18:11,370
Hold on now.
379
00:18:11,467 --> 00:18:13,674
Oh my,
380
00:18:13,767 --> 00:18:16,577
you’ve got some
dirty feet here, Sadie.
381
00:18:16,667 --> 00:18:18,203
Let’s clean them.
382
00:18:18,300 --> 00:18:19,472
There was a love there.
383
00:18:19,567 --> 00:18:20,637
A very strong, a
very true love there.
384
00:18:20,733 --> 00:18:21,643
And if I hadn’t felt it,
385
00:18:21,733 --> 00:18:23,974
I wouldn’t have
followed Charlie.
386
00:18:38,833 --> 00:18:40,073
A Joint!
387
00:18:40,167 --> 00:18:41,908
You’ve got, you’ve got pot!
388
00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:43,946
Oh thank God,
389
00:18:44,033 --> 00:18:44,875
Charlie has a joint.
390
00:18:44,967 --> 00:18:47,004
Would you light this.
391
00:18:58,433 --> 00:19:01,277
But until I see all of
you knowing who you are
392
00:19:01,367 --> 00:19:03,278
I’m going to be
very much what I am.
393
00:19:03,367 --> 00:19:06,405
God Almighty God.
394
00:19:06,500 --> 00:19:07,774
Who do you think
sent that tape?
395
00:19:07,867 --> 00:19:10,279
Maybe it was a practical
joke by some kids.
396
00:19:10,367 --> 00:19:11,607
You know, Charlie has been
397
00:19:11,700 --> 00:19:13,771
sort of an underground hero
for a lot of these kids.
398
00:19:13,867 --> 00:19:15,403
Wait a minute,
I want to show you something.
399
00:19:15,500 --> 00:19:16,979
I meant to show you
this the other day.
400
00:19:17,067 --> 00:19:19,547
I picked it up at the Dark
Fantasy Comic Book store,